It's been a bit again, I'm slacking. So, tomorrow is the day Jeff could find out about Korea. I'm crossing my fingers/toes/arms/hands/legs/whatever I can possibly cross to get something good to happen finally. I really have no faith that it will happen though. I've just given up on hope, I'm not all excited thinking about it or anything. Just because of how shitty everything seems to be lately, I'm just stuck assuming nothing good will happen to us. Though we did find out tonight that as of tomorrow Jeff will be back on to day shift FINALLY. He's been on night shift for like a year almost I think. So I'm READY to be able to go out sometimes..not that I have anyone to go with but, it'd be nice to be able to do Christmas shopping.
So, maybe, because one good thing happened...more good things will start to happen. The next good thing that needs to happen is Jeff finding out he got picked for Korea. PLEASE. I'm a good person..don't I deserve something good to happen to me, finally?
I guess there is something good happening, along with day shift. We're also going to Nebraska for Christmas and New Years Eve it looks like. So I can't wait for that. But, it'd be so much nicer going back for a visit...knowing that soon I'll be back there permanently. Instead of the pain and heartbreak I feel everytime I end up having to come back to Tucson from there. So..I'm hoping and wishing with all of my heart that Jeff goes to work tomorrow morning, and has an email saying YES you're going to Korea. That's all I can do. Is hope..and mope. I just had to get that out...because I hate knowing that tomorrow we could hear nothing, and know we probably didn't get it AGAIN, and have to wait 3 months to try to do it AGAIN. :( Please, PLEASE. Have this happen.
Hopefully this will be my new home soon
http://www.afcommunities.com/new.shtml
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