Another day

Just trying to get myself used to writing in this thing, so for now I'm writing every day, even if there really isn't much to talk about haha. So bare with me, all of my non-existent readers. So, I'm attempting to quit smoking. I've attempted quite a few times. It seems the only time I can just QUIT is when I'm pregnant, but there's no way in hell I'm getting pregnant anytime soon lol. So I'm just gonna have to use my own will power. I did pretty well today. I smoked, but nowhere near as many as I normally do. One step at a time. I'm hoping by tomorrow or Thursday to be completely quit. If not, then for sure by the end of the week. That's the goal. So, here's hoping I can do it. It's so hard for me, because I'm a boredom smoker, and a stress smoker. And it seems like lately if I'm not stressed, I'm bored, if I'm not bored, I'm stressed. Ugh.
On another note, I'm looking at going to college...again...finally. haha. I've tried a couple times before, without success. So, hopefully I'd be able to succeed this time. I just wish Jeff wasn't working this stupid schedule anymore, so I'd have more of an opportunity to go to an ACTUAL class, instead of online classes. I just work so much better in a classroom setting than I do online. Argh. I can't go during the day when Jeff is off, cause that's when I'm babysitting, and I can't stop babysitting, cause we really need the extra money right now. But, that's a whole other story. So for now, I think I'm going to get off of here and go to bed early so I'm maybe not as exhausted tomorrow. Night.